Preben^^

Yup, I`m gonna write about Preben. x)
For those who don`t know, he`s my boyfriend.
^^

In 12 days, we`ve been together for 9 months. I don`t understand, things have been going so fast! Seems like it just was fall, and then there`s suddenly summer again.
Anyways.^^

Some days before the school started after the summer vacation in 2006, I started to get to know Preben. Some of my friends introduced me to him, and after a while we started talking on msn ect. (why does everything seem to start at msn? xD) After some time, we knew each other pretty good. Then there was this evening.. And I was really, really sad. Like, didn`t know what the fuck to do with myself sad. And then...Preben.^^

He helped me, talked to me, comforted me, and made me happy again.
And then he said that I wasÂ reallyÂ niceÂ andÂ pretty.Â Â ^^
IÂ didn`tÂ thinkÂ heÂ reallyÂ likedÂ me,Â soÂ IÂ ignoredÂ theÂ feelingÂ insideÂ me.Â But,Â heÂ wasÂ so..thereÂ wasÂ
just something special with him. He wasn`t just handsome and cute ect., but he was
also the first boy I`ve really felt I could tell things, and it seemed like he understood me.
Then, one day, I remember I was on "Vangen". (yeah, it`s the "town" xD). Suddenly I saw him, and I bet I was blushing like a fucking tomato or something. xD
I didn`t dare to say anything to him, butÂ afterÂ aÂ whileÂ weÂ laidÂ atÂ theÂ grassÂ andÂ talked.Â And,Â
all of a sudden, we were kissing.

I swear, that was THE happiest moment of my life. No matter what, I`ll ALWAYS
remember that feeling I had those seconds.
I know that`s normal to say when you`re in love, but there`s something about that boy,
I just.. love him.

Then a week followed, and we kissed when we dared to. x)
After excactly a week, we decided that we wanted to be together. ^^

God, he has made me so happy. :) I just want him to know how much he actually means
to me. He`s so nice, and there`s something about that smile..those hands..
those lips..that voice.. just, him existing at all.

It probably sound really cheesy, but I needed to write it.^^

And, in three days I`ll see him in a dress.
OMG! xD NOOO! That came out wrong! xD

I meant..suit. xD

<3

Tired.

God, I`m tired. The last days I`ve been working on nothing but this social studies projectÂ forÂ school.Â IÂ swear,Â ifÂ IÂ getÂ moreÂ homeÂ workÂ now,Â I`llÂ collapse.Â GenerallyÂ theÂ homeworkÂ
haven`t been that bad actually, but the last few weeks I`ve been killing myself to get it all done in time. Feel like I`ve got no time to do something with my friends or my boyfriend.

But yeah, there`s a weekend coming up, but what I`m going to do?
Yup. Homework.Â SocialÂ studies,Â Geography,Â German,Â English,Â Norwegian.Â I`mÂ gonnaÂ
become a burnout.

.Burnout.
.Burnout.
.Burnout.

I`ll stop complaining now, and drink my coffe properly before I grab my bag and go to school
to have eight hours Norwegian. Which actually is really nice, you get to write and everything.^^

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Preben^^

Tired.